Did everything just taste purple?

So, I'm skipping Calculus once again. Not that I had in any way intended to do so, but there it is. Geez. I swear, if this week gets any worse, I'm just going to have to shoot myself---or go have some shots, I dunno. It's only Wednesday and my life is a mess...Okay, maybe not a complete mess, but it really feels like it. Btw...I overslept for my 8:30 class---hence skipping Calc. Not something that I like to do. Geez. I think this run of bad luck--if that's what you can call it began last week. I was laughing about it on Friday---and even on Monday, I was still laughing. But now, it's just getting annoying. I don't know what to do. Tonight I"m suppsosed to go out with a few friends to catch up, but at this rate, I might just have to stay inside. Like I said last night...why dod people that don't get it even bother to come out of their houses? Well, I'm gettin it...Perhaps I should stay in. Til next time...

Okay, so I got bored...again. But humor me;)

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btw...it's true, Bebo got married. I'm learning about a month after he announced it on his site---see how up to date I am??? Anyway...Congrats to Bebo and Mrs. Bebo! :)

So, today was like any other day. Class, work, home...Yeah, that's it in a nutshell. I'm getting back into the swing of things---I guess so anyway. It was my first day back at work and I had a lot to do. Which was kind of nice, I finished the major assignment with an hour to spare, which was nice to get it out of the way. It was good.

My sister's wedding finally took place. It was great! She looked so beautiful---which is not a surprise, my sister is beautiful. But she was absolutely breathtaking! And the boys---Jer and Isaiah---were so handsome in their tuxes. Wow---If I could have frozen time in a box, it would have been when Jer walked Karm down the aisle. I can't even describe how amazing that was. So cute! There were so many people there---not as much family as I expected, but quite a few. The church was full---and nearly overflowing. It was so beautiful. It was good to see most of the family---and others that showed up. As much fun as it was and as much as I enjoyed it, I'm glad it' over. It's good to not have to worry about it anymore and get back to the things that need my utmost attention--school, mostly. With another semester beginning, I really need to focus.

I still owe my friend an e-mail, but at the present time, I'm so tired I don't think it would make much sense. I'm still thinking about the talk we had last week. I told him I decided not to return to the church that I had been (sparatically) attending. There are just some things that I do not agree with and am not comfortable with. Not to mention I never really felt connected there. I'm not talking about acceptance, but just being spiritually connected. I don't believe that's where I need to be, esp. b/c I haven't grown since I began attending, actually, I've fallen away. Not that that is the fault of the church, it's my own doing, but I didn't have any spiritual support. And I feel that I truly needed that. I have been considering attending a church in the city that I have been to a few times, but it has been several years. I really want to see what it's like. I was thinking about going there on Sunday, just to check it out. We'll see.

Well, since I still haven't completely caught up on my sleep, I suppose I should get to bed. So, til next time...

Oh! Before I crash...I forgot to add that I bought 2 cd's today---I really shoudn't have, but I couldn't resist---The Strokes and The Toadies. Both very very awesome! So, anyway....

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Geez...another semester has begun. I haven't posted since the last one was winding down. Today was a long day...or I guess it would have been had all of my classes taken place. Luckily, no lab this week. Yay for me! But it was still a long day. I'm extremely exhausted, I think just from everything.

My sister is getting married on Friday night. Yay! I'm completely psyched, but so glad all of this craziness will finally be over. It's been a trip, that's for sure. It completely reinforces my unwillingness to commit. No can do. *shudders* Of course all that know me well, know that I have no problem with marriage. it's a great thing---for everyone else. And contrary to popular belief...you can acknowledge the opposite sex without intentions of walking down that aisle. ;) Believe me, I know...However, for those who have committed themselves to another, I applaud you. It is not an easy thing to do. I am really excited that three of my friends have become engaged over the holidays...and two of them did it outside the walls of OBU. ;) I also found out that some other friends of mine are expecting their second child. Wonderful news!

I've decided not to work this week. It's not that I don't need the $, b/c I truly do...but I need the rest even more. I've been going non-stop ever since I can remember, well for a while anyway. Everything's been keepin me busy...school, work, my sis's wedding. And anything else you can think of. But i've survived...b/c i'm a surviver...

okay...so, one of my best friends just stopped by, crazy kid. He didn't tell us he was coming, but I kind of figured he might. He's too funny. We had an interesting conversation about spiritual matters. I really like tha fact that I can talk to him and he is pretty objective about things. He doesn't pretend to understand or tell me what I need to do, which I really appreciate. He listened and tried to help me sort things out, while giving me insight on what he has been through. It's been a really long time since I've had a real conversation with anyone about this. It really helped me a lot. I definitely needed that.

well, all in all, that's about it. Til next time...