Did everything just taste purple?

Okay...so, yesterday I learned some exciting news. I get to get more practice in being my favorite thing! An aunt!!!! Yes! It's true! My sis is going to have a baby!!! I know that they just got married in January, but with everything that was going on, they decided to go ahead and try to get pregnant. And now they are! YAY!!! I'm so excited! I went to Toys-R-Us yesterday, lol. I didn't buy anything (surprisingly), but I did find a lot of stuff that I wanted to get. But I resisted, lol. Everyone, but Jer, is hoping for a girl. He really wants a little brother. This kind of makes me wonder if he considers Isaiah as his brother. I dunno, maybe I over-analyze everything. But a baby! yay!!!!

Finals are less than 2 weeks away! UGH! How did this semester go by so quickly? Am I frantic? Of course! Would I be me if i weren't??? Geez, i should be studying right now, but I just can't get motivated---story of the semester!

I'm talking to a friend of mine right now. She is moving on with her life, she says she has no idea where she is going, and that God is doing some amazing things in her life at the moment. Geez I'm so jealous! It's been so long since I have actually been able to say that God is doing anything in my life. That I'm fully aware of---besides breathing. This leads to so many other thoughts in my head, which I will probably write in my other journal (not blogging). i don't know just yet what i should do. i wish i had a steady circle of friends who are believers. i have friends, but not those who help me to strive to be better. It's not their fault. I just don't seem to get along as well, with "believers." It's not that i don't get along, i just haven't really connected with any of them. I get along better with guys, usually, and gez, Christian guys...okay, college-age, Christian guys...geez. Anyway...that's a whole other story.

Okay...before I begin another tangent...i'm gonna go study. so, 'til next time...