Did everything just taste purple?

So, it's Thursday night. Today was another good day. I am enjoying my time away from people. I really am.

Last night I went to see Madagascar for the second time. It was just as enjoyable as the first---maybe moreso. I felt so in sync with Marty---yeah, the Zebra. Esp. at the beginning of the movie---"there's got to be more to life than this" I totally agree. Ever feel like a caged animal at the zoo? Okay, maybe not that dramatic, but since i'm not going anywhere...lol. There are a few ideas floating around in my head right now as to what I want to do after graduation. None of them are permanent, but many of them are exciting. I'm not exactly willing to share these ideas with anyone right now, but I am trying to work on making things happen. I'm hoping one of my friends will go along with me on some of this stuff. We'll see. I'm kind of getting excited about it! yay! Although, I'm still not 'planning' anything. graduation will come and go---no big deal..then life begins. Does that scare me? Not at the moment...I'm excited!

My good friend called me tonight. I think that put me in a better mood. I've been doing better for the past few days, but phone calls from this friend usually allows me to sort through things and see things from a different perspective. Which is kind of what I needed right now. I'm still feeling anxious though. I need something new to happen...I don't know---maybe meeting someone new, doing something I have never done before, finding something that I can do well...I don't know. But I think if it happens, I'll know, and then I may feel a little at ease...until the next round. lol.

okay, I'm beginning to get cold...I'm sitting outside on my balcony,as usual, and I love this weather! Yay! If only it would stay this way...oh well, 'til next time...