Did everything just taste purple?

This needs to be posted...I get so much out of this song...

"She
She screams in silence
A sullen riot penetrating through her mind
Waiting for a sign
To smash the silence with the brick of self-control

Are you locked up in a world
That's been planned out for you
Are you feeling like a social tool without a use
Scream at me until my ears bleed
I'm taking heed just for you

She
She's figured out
All her doubts were someone else's point of view
Waking up this time
To smash the silence with the brick of self-control

Are you locked up in a world
That's been planned out for you
Are you feeling like a social tool without a use
Scream at me until my ears bleed
I'm taking heed just for you
Ehhhhhhaaoo

Are you locked up in a world
That's been planned out for you
Are you feeling like a social tool without a use
Scream at me until my ears bleed
I'm taking heed just for you"

I absolutley love that song. Right now I'm feeling a bit anti-social. 'magine that, right? The thing is I have a lot going through my head at the moment. New things this time. Kind of. I am still feeling this urgency to move on or in a new direction. Maybe that's part of why I'm distancing myself from things, people, situations. I'm just in a weird place right now. I don't feel like anyone I know would really understand it. It's hard to explain and as I've said before, I'm not the most articulate person...so there it is. I've been researching some things the past few days. Nothing seems to click though. Well, maybe one thing, but I'm not sure. I've been considering it for a few months now and now I've actually had the guts to explore it more thoroughly...kind of. I dunno...Maybe I will find something soon that will just do wonders for me. Ha ha. I guess the best word to describe things right now is 'inadequacy'. Yeah, that just about sums it up.

Well, 'til next time...