Did everything just taste purple?

For the Best
Straylight run

And it takes more time than I've ever had
Drains the life from me, makes me want to forget
As young as I was, I felt older back then
More disciplined, stronger and certian
But I was scared to death of eternity
I was saved by grace and destroyed by naivety
And I lied to myself and said it was for the best

So now faith is replaced with logic so cold
I've disregarded what I was now that I'm older
And I know much more then I did back then
But the more I learn the more I can't understand
And I've become content with this life that I lead
Where I drink to much and dont believe in much of anything
And I lie to myself, and say its for the best

We're moving forward but holding ourselves back, and we're waiting on something that will never come...
We're moving forward but holding ourselves back, and we're waiting on something that will never come

We're moving forward but holding ourselves back, and we're waiting on something that will never come (and I lie to myself)
We're moving forward but holding ourselves back, and were waiting on something that will never come(and say it's for the best)
We're moving forward but holding ourselves back, and we're waiting on something that will never come (and I lie to myself)
We're moving forward but holding ourselves back, and we're waiting on something that will never come (and say it's for the best)