Did everything just taste purple?

Well, I'm feeling much better today. It's the first day that I haven't gone home and just collapsed on my bed. Of course, I'm not home yet...But as the day went on, I actually felt better. I still can't breathe through my nose, nor taste much, but I am not lethargic. :) Yay!

Have I ever mentioned how much I hate drama? Yeah, it just screams insanity. There is enough in this world to worry about than to have to deal with people and there moments of insanity when their glass houses come crashing down around them. Okay, I'm a little strange this week. Maybe it's all the meds I'm on at the moment. Maybe it's just getting older. Maybe I'm just sick of this place...'I need a pill to make this town feel okay'

I was going to have dinner with a friend tonight, but since neither of us was feeling up to it, we decided to postpone it for the moment. I really need to get out to a baseball game with him. That would be fabulous!

Well, one job of mine is taken care of. I guess it's really not my job anymore. Yay! I'm pretty excited about that. I'm feeling obligated to find replacements for the rest of my positions, even though all of them have known for some time that I was planning on leaving. I guess no one really believed me, lol.

I'm excited to be leaving, but at the same time, very sad. Becca leaves in 3 weeks. 3 weeks! I can't believe that. It really makes me sad. Esp. b/c I haven't really had much time to hang out lately. And neither has she. It just sucks that time is running out so fast. But on the other hand, I'm so sick of so much aobut Norman. I cringe when I think about going to class at OU. I am ending a job b/c I don't want to be in an uncomfortable environment. It's really hard to come back to Norman when I go home. There's not a lot to keep me here. There's not a lot that I enjoy. FOB said it best..."I need a pill to make this town feel okay." The worst part of leaving is Zainab, Becca, Payam, & John. Those 4 have really done a lot for me this year. I don't know if they realize how much I have relied on them and how much I have needed them. I love each of them. They are my family and I will miss them dearly. Which is great incentive to keep in touch and to visit (often). :)

But before I cry, I will go...so...'til next time.