Did everything just taste purple?

so, I've never really been one to worry about what other people think. But it's amazing how something someone says can put things into perspective. One thing can change your ideas about many. Not that I don't value the opinions of some, but sometimes things come out of what seems like nowhere and just create some sort of, for lack of a better word, "frenzy" in my brain. From there it just explodes and i end up with all of these unfinished thoughts. Not that I can't finish them, but most of them I just don't like the outcome. Although, this time, I s'pose I am coming to terms with some of them. It's time, I guess. I need to truly sit down and examine these things that are going through my mind. I can't jump into any of this lightly, nor can I just ease on through my day without giving them more thought---that would just lead to pushing them aside. It's just funny how one thing has spurred all of this. I guess it just goes to show how truly powerful words can be.

That title is all I could come up with. I am sitting here wondering where the justice in this world has gone. Yet as I think about the history of the world, and definitely this country, I ask myself another question...did justice ever exist? There are so many things that I am so unsure about. Today has just been one of those days where if someone had looked at me the wrong way, I would have just burst into tears...and I really don't know why. I think I'm just really stressed out right now. I have become upset at the slightest things today. Although, the one thing this evening that truly upset me is not a small thing. I saw the verdict of the Michael Jackson trial on tv this afternoon. I am convinced now that justice does not exist. To tell this young boy that his life is insignificant, so insignificant that someone can gain his trust and then destroy him as a person by one act that changed him forever. This child will never be the same. People are supporting a...I can't even call him human, Michael Jackson is such a horrible horrible creature that should never be allowed to be among the public again. I don't understand how people can look at that and just turn away from it. Maybe I am just a little too close to the subject because of where I work, but seriously someone has to stand up for children who are being abused. When will people look at kids and see them as people? when will they be given the rights that every human being is entitled to? Why doesn't the world care that this is happening? I can't imagine what it would be like to strip away every piece of a person that makes them unique. Taking away the life of a person to fulfill your own pleasures...is he any different than a murderer? Maybe he's worse, because these children will have to live with this for the rest of their lives---knowing that people in this world saw their problems as meaningless. I really hope these kids can rise above this and gain the respect that they deserve. It is just too hard to obtain a sense of worth when the world is telling you that you have none.

Your Linguistic Profile:

70% General American English

20% Dixie

5% Midwestern

5% Yankee

0% Upper Midwestern

Your Seduction Style: Ideal Lover

You seduce people by tapping into their dreams and desires. And because of this sensitivity, you can be the ideal lover for anyone you seek. You are a shapeshifter - bringing romance, adventure, spirituality to relationships. It all depends on who your with, and what their vision of a perfect relationship is.