Did everything just taste purple?

Okay...so, yesterday I learned some exciting news. I get to get more practice in being my favorite thing! An aunt!!!! Yes! It's true! My sis is going to have a baby!!! I know that they just got married in January, but with everything that was going on, they decided to go ahead and try to get pregnant. And now they are! YAY!!! I'm so excited! I went to Toys-R-Us yesterday, lol. I didn't buy anything (surprisingly), but I did find a lot of stuff that I wanted to get. But I resisted, lol. Everyone, but Jer, is hoping for a girl. He really wants a little brother. This kind of makes me wonder if he considers Isaiah as his brother. I dunno, maybe I over-analyze everything. But a baby! yay!!!!

Finals are less than 2 weeks away! UGH! How did this semester go by so quickly? Am I frantic? Of course! Would I be me if i weren't??? Geez, i should be studying right now, but I just can't get motivated---story of the semester!

I'm talking to a friend of mine right now. She is moving on with her life, she says she has no idea where she is going, and that God is doing some amazing things in her life at the moment. Geez I'm so jealous! It's been so long since I have actually been able to say that God is doing anything in my life. That I'm fully aware of---besides breathing. This leads to so many other thoughts in my head, which I will probably write in my other journal (not blogging). i don't know just yet what i should do. i wish i had a steady circle of friends who are believers. i have friends, but not those who help me to strive to be better. It's not their fault. I just don't seem to get along as well, with "believers." It's not that i don't get along, i just haven't really connected with any of them. I get along better with guys, usually, and gez, Christian guys...okay, college-age, Christian guys...geez. Anyway...that's a whole other story.

Okay...before I begin another tangent...i'm gonna go study. so, 'til next time...

Well, it's been a week and tomorrow I shall have my car back! Yay! I'm so excited. To celebrate, I'm leaving Norman early for Easter and going home. I've decided class on Friday isn't really that important. So, as soon as I get everything taken care of tomorrow (class, lab, getting my car, go by work...) then I'll be on my way. I'm so excited! It will be so good to be back in my car! Yay!

I'm gonna go see Scooby-Doo this wknd. I hope. But I will definitely get to see Jer play baseball! Yes! I have so been craving baseball. It's finally here and I get to see Jer on his new team. They played tonight, and they won, but Mom said it wasn't a very good game. I can't wait!

Tonight I went to CPR training. It was a lot of fun. I learned a lot and I feel better about being around kids now. Of course, we didn't get to finish the training, so next week we will do that. Josie had to run to the Prince concert, lol. She was pretty excited about that. But training was good and I'm glad I went. I've been wanting to get trained for quite some time now. And it makes sense that I do it b/c I know I'll be around kids for the rest of my life---in one way or another. I'll probably always try to volunteer somewhere, plus people I know will have kids.

I just got back from Wal-Mart. Geez, I hate going there. It really sucks. I needed a ruler to finish my lab report and I really wanted a cookie. So, I bought a ruler and some cookies. Wow, it's nice to get something accomplished.

Wow, it's been 10 years since Kurt Cobain died. It's been all over MTV2, and a little on MTV (surprisingly, they had something showing to do w/ music). It's really sad, still. I still really love Nirvana and I can still relate to their music. I wonder how they would be today, as a band, had he not died. How different would music be today? I heard someone say on tv that music today is more or less like the whole Nirvana thing never happened. Is that true? I mean, yeah LP, Limp Bizkit, P.O.D., and varous other bands are pretty revolutionary, but they are mixing w/ hip-hop to find their sound. Not that I have anything against that, I love LP and the occasional LB song, but it's not the same as Nirvana. Even today, I don't get the same feeling from any other band as I did from them. They were amazing and will continue to be the ultimate in rock, as far as I'm concered. They spoke so many things through their music and said so much in what they stood for. i wonder if he would have absolutley hated the fame that they still receive, even from newer generations just now discovering them. Nirvana wasn't about fame. There isn't enough that I could possibly say about Nirvana. When I see Kurt Cobain on tv, I get so sad about it. Where was I when I heard about his death? I was at school. Todd told me. It was a sad day, which only perpetuates more sad days. He was such a beautiful person. I wish I had at some point in his life had the honor of meeting him. Maybe someday I can go to Seattle to pay my respects. I hope so.

Well, I guess I should stop procrastinating and get this blasted report done. blah. :) Anyway...'til next time...

Well, today was a good end to the week from hell. I got up, did a little but of studying and then went with Sara to get her hair done. I managed to do a little bit of studying while she was there---I went to B&N and did my thing. I still have so much to do.

After Sara's hair was done, we went to the mall. She bought some shoes and I just walked around. I was gonna get an in-store makeover, but I didn't really feel like it. They were so busy. Anyway...we went to Hot Topic, which was really busy too, but at least the cute guy was working.

After eating dinner at Bison Witches, we bought new makeup, ran home and changed very quickly and then went to see 'Much Ado About Nothing." My favorite play. I went in Tony's place. But it was so good. I was a little worried about the play b/c it the setting was post-WWII. But they did such a great job. The guy who played Benedick was amaziing. He was so cute. I loved how he made Benedick his own and totally ran with it. I would love to see it again. There was so much that I loved about it, but I guess it would really be hard for me to hate it. The scenery was beautiful and the costumes were great. They definitely had quite the production. It was fun.

Now I'm just sitting here trying to decide if I want to stay up and do some hw. Sara wants to go to the Medeival Fair tomorrow. I may go w/ her. I haven't decided yet. It depends on when I get up and how far I get in the morning. Anyway...I better get goin'. 'Til next time...